by Neil Tobias
I'd like to apologize for the last Student Body. I was upset about the incident at the party (i.e. when those three nerds humiliated me for not being familiar with Domino Recording Company Artist " Real Estate.")
When i was made to feel humiliated by those three nerds, i felt devalued and demeaned, which led to feelings of anger--anger fueled further by subsequent feelings of guilt. The experience of continual shame from others (i.e. people that read the Shank, people that like Wes Anderson movies, etc.) has led to my feelings of worthlessness and the belief that i don't deserve pleasure or the right to be happy. My capacity for joy has been mocked, slapped, insulted and humiliated out of me by people who like Sun Kil Moon and eat at Artifact.
Therefore, i've developed a deep shame about my imperfections, and have developed a self-image of inferiority, incompetence, and ugliness. My shame is a response set, and the source of continual guilt which expresses itself thru anger.
The upside is that the weather for the week is looking great!! It's going to be in the 60s! And the Shank calendar is chock full of some wonderful opportunities!!!
"300: RISE OF AN EMPIRE" THE BALTIMORE SUN IS COOL!!! CHARLES MANSON'S GIRLFRIEND (Star) IS HOT AS SHIT!!!!! MAROON 5 HAS 30 MILLION FACEBOOK LIKES!!!
Spring Break forever.
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